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ere is a book written for anyone who has, is, or will
experience suffering. It is a true story written by Jim Andrews, pastor of Lake
Bible Church. Andrews taught for a number of years at Western Bible College in
Denver, Colorado and later at Western Seminary in Portland, Oregon. He and his
wife Olsie have been married for 50 years and have two married daughters. The
book is a story of their family. It is an unbelievable story of their daughter
Juli and her husband Paul “ who face it all (and then some) as a baffling,
mind-boggling illness hijacks their youth and shatters their dreams. It blends
straightforward theology with the account of this young couple’s afflictions.”
This is a story of how this young couple, along with Jim and
Olsie, have traveled through some of the stormiest seas and fieriest trials
imaginable. Rather than being driven away from God, they have experienced being
drawn closer to Him, which has given them incredible strength to face each day.
Can you imagine having to live in a home where due to illness you could not take
a bath, paint a room, talk on the telephone, or see your mother? Can you imagine
when you did see your dad, you had violent reactions due to the chemicals in his
clothing? Can you imagine being an accomplished musician and not able to use
your talents and gifts? The only thing that keeps them from totally lining up
with Job is that they are still alive.
They have had to struggle with questions such as, “If God is all
powerful and all wise, why isn’t He stopping this trouble?” Andrews writes,
“Moments occur when our theology blushes or bristles at the realities of our
experience. We don’t know how to reconcile the two.” But he continues, “The ways
and works of God never deviate from his revealed character and promises. Never.”
“Monuments are a testimony of what God will do in the present,
regardless of the difficult things that are happening... A monumental faith,”
writes Andrews, “is able to look forward with confidence because it looks
backward to the past.” What God has done in the past serves as a monument of what
he will do in the future. “Monumental faith is a faith trained to look away from
the confusion of the moment to find security and confidence in the past
evidences of God’s character and faithfulness.”
Juli was able to write to her parents on one occasion, “Somehow
just knowing Satan’s strategy strengthened my resolve to fight the good fight,
but I still needed to know that God cared about what I was going through…He
cares for you! At this point the Holy Spirit turned back on my spiritual light
and gave me the extra measure of grace that has lasted me until now.” On another
occasion she wrote to her mother,“ Paul told me a verse you we re hanging onto
was, ‘My grace is sufficient for you.’ It is! But we also need to remember that,
‘My power is made manifest in weakness.’ It takes little perception to conclude
that God wants our whole family, between my illness, Dad’s surgery, and your
depression, to be in a perpetual state of weakness.” Juli also draws great
comfort and hope from the Old Testament Hannah and her family’s experience.
All through the book you will find personal counsel from Andrews
that will challenge you and remind you of the great blessings God has in store
even for those who suffer. For example, “In the gap between God’s promise and
God’s performance, always expect unforeseen difficulties and disappointments
that will challenge your faith to the bone.” Or another, “As long as faith has
that well-trained reflex that takes all its troubles and doubts back to the
throne of grace, we will be safe.”
In order to live in God’s now, we need those monuments of faith
and promise to keep us going. To suffer without those monuments of faith is sad
and tragic. Andrews closes the book with the story of Admiral James Stockdale,
the highest ranking American POW during the Vietnam War. It is quite a story in
itself but Andrews uses Stockdale as a reminder and challenge to remember that
along with building monuments of faith we also need to never lose faith in the
end of the story. Whether God fixes our sufferings now or not, we know that down
the road, one day, He will. Therefore, Andrews encourages us to never lose hope
under the worst circumstances and never lose faith and hope in the end of the
story.
As you read this book, be prepared not to put it down. It is
heart and mind gripping. What a book to read personally or give to a friend
experiencing suffering or hard times. Andrews writes in conclusion that he has
shared this book, along with the flesh-and blood example of the ongoing pain and
testing in his family, with the hope that it will strengthen and inspire you.
And I say, “Well it will.”